You're giving me a hard time.
What am I supposed to do with a hard time,
Especially from you?
The way that you smile
Reveals a shadow from the past
When I thought I knew you,
But you lied.
If I see you walking,
If I see you talking,
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
You say it's over this time,
Emotions in the past.
Remeber last time?
You said it wouldn't last.
The look in your eyes,
Another shadow from the past
When I thought I knew you,
Don't know why.
If I see you walking,
If I see you talking,
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
Yea!
The way that you smile
Reveals a moment that can't last.
I hear the door close.
Goodbye.
If I see you walking,
If I see you talking,
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Friday, December 3, 2010
This is random, but...
Words, words, words: if you type them wrong people might make fun of and try to edit you, even though people don't talk perfectly by any means or in any language and more than likely you can raed tihs aynway.
Before I go too far into the subject of words let me back away from the can of worms, lid only half open, and get to the point of what I am writing about in the first place: a couple of words for one word. Is it AIRPLANE or AEROPLANE???
Yes, I am writing this at the spur of the moment based on curious whim; because who schedules to write an thing about the word airplane/aeroplane, right? We've all seen the word spelled both ways, and if we haven't all seen it spelled both ways maybe I've just shocked your world. Which way is the correct way and why are there two ways to spell it?
An Airplane or aeroplane for those of you still living in a cave still waiting for the wheel to be invented is generally a fixed-wing aircraft, which I guess doesn't explain it for you if you didn't get it in the first place. It's a machine that flys! You can ride in them!
Now, what about this mystery involving two names for the same thing. Sure, there are many instances of this in many languages for many things and I'm just being picky; wasting my time and yours! Apparently, AIRPLANE is the most common spelling used in North America; the Canadians and Yanks lean towards that spelling. However, other countries across the pond have a tendency to use AEROPLANE. Why? Perhaps the reasoning is merely because aeroplane is the older form of the word and the culture over there is older; when it comes to the English language that is. I'm sure different dialects of booga-booga have been around way longer; so no offense to them. The form of the word aeroplane is dated back to the 19th century. Airplane is derived from a Greek word.
That is all.
Before I go too far into the subject of words let me back away from the can of worms, lid only half open, and get to the point of what I am writing about in the first place: a couple of words for one word. Is it AIRPLANE or AEROPLANE???
Yes, I am writing this at the spur of the moment based on curious whim; because who schedules to write an thing about the word airplane/aeroplane, right? We've all seen the word spelled both ways, and if we haven't all seen it spelled both ways maybe I've just shocked your world. Which way is the correct way and why are there two ways to spell it?
An Airplane or aeroplane for those of you still living in a cave still waiting for the wheel to be invented is generally a fixed-wing aircraft, which I guess doesn't explain it for you if you didn't get it in the first place. It's a machine that flys! You can ride in them!
Now, what about this mystery involving two names for the same thing. Sure, there are many instances of this in many languages for many things and I'm just being picky; wasting my time and yours! Apparently, AIRPLANE is the most common spelling used in North America; the Canadians and Yanks lean towards that spelling. However, other countries across the pond have a tendency to use AEROPLANE. Why? Perhaps the reasoning is merely because aeroplane is the older form of the word and the culture over there is older; when it comes to the English language that is. I'm sure different dialects of booga-booga have been around way longer; so no offense to them. The form of the word aeroplane is dated back to the 19th century. Airplane is derived from a Greek word.
That is all.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Holy Roller Novocaine
I can't sleep. And to past the time between now amd 6:30- about 4 hours from now- I decided I would try to post a blog.
In the past week, I broke up with my boyfriend. And 4 days later I found out it was the worst decision I ever made. I regret it so much and I miss him more than anything. Soooo, I talked to him about it, and after about 3 hours of apologizing and venting he has forgiven me and we are trying to work things out.
My brother is home from Hawaii and out of the Marine Corps for good! I'm so happy and tonight we had Thanksgiving #3 with him. I missed him so much and it was very refreshing to see him after awhile.
Christmas is coming up and I have my list prepared.
1) A mountain bike
2) A Mac laptop
3) A lava lamp
4) House (seasons starting at 1)
5) Just Dance 2
6) Latest Kings of Leon and Taylor Swift CD's. (yes I already bought them on iTunes but I want the actual CD)
7) Tickets to the Georgia Aquarium
8) Chronicles of Narnia (1&2)
That's all I can think of that I would L-O-V-E to have. And don't think I'm going to get all this stuff cause I'm not some spoiled brat. Ha my parents will probably say no to at least 3 or 4 of these things.
WHY AM I NOT TIRED THIS IS NOT OKAY.
It's exactly 3:40 now. And I have to wake up at 6. Shoot me in the face cause I hate my life.
See the only hard part, for me, with getting back together with Devin would be my friend, Zac. He's a very sweet guy and we admittedly told each other we were interested. I wasn't lying, in the fact that he is very sweet but looking at the situation I'm not sure if we have a lot in common, character wise. While it seems we have to same ideals in life, like when we are older, there doesn't seem to be chemistry, a spark like there is between Devin and I. I don't know what is going through his head, so I do not know how to go about telling him the latest with Devin and I. My plan is to avoid it as long as possible, but something tells me it will not be that long. Again, I don't know his feelings, so I'm not sure how he will take it. I don't think he cares all that much, because he has told me in the past he has never had a serious relationship, which means he can't be too committed to whatever it is we had. Nevertheless, I feel bad about it, but I will figure something out. I always do.
That paragraph up they just took 7 minutes to write. My life is such a waste.
It's 5:30. In the morning. I don't remember the last time I was awake at 5:30 in the morning.
It's 8:30 and I am at school, operating on less than one hour of sleep. My life ROCKS.
In the past week, I broke up with my boyfriend. And 4 days later I found out it was the worst decision I ever made. I regret it so much and I miss him more than anything. Soooo, I talked to him about it, and after about 3 hours of apologizing and venting he has forgiven me and we are trying to work things out.
My brother is home from Hawaii and out of the Marine Corps for good! I'm so happy and tonight we had Thanksgiving #3 with him. I missed him so much and it was very refreshing to see him after awhile.
Christmas is coming up and I have my list prepared.
1) A mountain bike
2) A Mac laptop
3) A lava lamp
4) House (seasons starting at 1)
5) Just Dance 2
6) Latest Kings of Leon and Taylor Swift CD's. (yes I already bought them on iTunes but I want the actual CD)
7) Tickets to the Georgia Aquarium
8) Chronicles of Narnia (1&2)
That's all I can think of that I would L-O-V-E to have. And don't think I'm going to get all this stuff cause I'm not some spoiled brat. Ha my parents will probably say no to at least 3 or 4 of these things.
WHY AM I NOT TIRED THIS IS NOT OKAY.
It's exactly 3:40 now. And I have to wake up at 6. Shoot me in the face cause I hate my life.
See the only hard part, for me, with getting back together with Devin would be my friend, Zac. He's a very sweet guy and we admittedly told each other we were interested. I wasn't lying, in the fact that he is very sweet but looking at the situation I'm not sure if we have a lot in common, character wise. While it seems we have to same ideals in life, like when we are older, there doesn't seem to be chemistry, a spark like there is between Devin and I. I don't know what is going through his head, so I do not know how to go about telling him the latest with Devin and I. My plan is to avoid it as long as possible, but something tells me it will not be that long. Again, I don't know his feelings, so I'm not sure how he will take it. I don't think he cares all that much, because he has told me in the past he has never had a serious relationship, which means he can't be too committed to whatever it is we had. Nevertheless, I feel bad about it, but I will figure something out. I always do.
That paragraph up they just took 7 minutes to write. My life is such a waste.
It's 5:30. In the morning. I don't remember the last time I was awake at 5:30 in the morning.
It's 8:30 and I am at school, operating on less than one hour of sleep. My life ROCKS.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Best The You Never Had,
Hello how you doing?
What's it like to ruin all my self esteem
Let me blow off some steam
For 5 years I've waited,
So why am I jaded to get back at you
What makes it cool
When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had
And it seems like a loss somehow
My heart got lost on the way to my head
And my brain cells are dead
And the craziness shows
Now I start to go when the green turns to red
And I should be dead
When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had
Like the toilet seat never got lifted
And I pissed on your confidence
When you weren't around, how can that be?
Don't turn this around
You were the one
Who drove my ass right to the ground
When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad, and I can't like
Someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
You broke this down
The best thing, the best thing,
The best thing that you never had
You never had...
What's it like to ruin all my self esteem
Let me blow off some steam
For 5 years I've waited,
So why am I jaded to get back at you
What makes it cool
When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had
And it seems like a loss somehow
My heart got lost on the way to my head
And my brain cells are dead
And the craziness shows
Now I start to go when the green turns to red
And I should be dead
When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had
Like the toilet seat never got lifted
And I pissed on your confidence
When you weren't around, how can that be?
Don't turn this around
You were the one
Who drove my ass right to the ground
When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad, and I can't like
Someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
You broke this down
The best thing, the best thing,
The best thing that you never had
You never had...
Friday, November 12, 2010
Dear John
Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps,
praying the floor won't fall through, again
My mother accused me of losing my mind,
but I swore I was fine
You paint me a blue sky
and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game,
but you changed the rules every day
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone
tonight
Well I stopped picking up, and this song is to let you know why
Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home.
I should've known
Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said "run as fast as you can"
Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home
Dear John,
I see it all, now it was wrong
Don't you think 15 is too young to be played by your dark twisted games, when I loved you so?
I should've known
You are an expert at sorry,
and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you run dry
with tired, lifeless eyes
cause you burned them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me,
so don't look now:
I'm shining like fireworks over your sad, empty town
Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home.
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known
You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known
Counting my footsteps,
praying the floor won't fall through, again
My mother accused me of losing my mind,
but I swore I was fine
You paint me a blue sky
and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game,
but you changed the rules every day
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone
tonight
Well I stopped picking up, and this song is to let you know why
Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home.
I should've known
Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said "run as fast as you can"
Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home
Dear John,
I see it all, now it was wrong
Don't you think 15 is too young to be played by your dark twisted games, when I loved you so?
I should've known
You are an expert at sorry,
and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you run dry
with tired, lifeless eyes
cause you burned them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me,
so don't look now:
I'm shining like fireworks over your sad, empty town
Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home.
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known
You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Sabatouge.
She came along and let's hear the applause- she took him faster than you could say sabatouge.
Lately there have been extreme troubles between Devin and I. We have been drifting further away then ever, and it's not our fault. It would be different if the problems were between us, but when are relationship is being ruined by outside factors, well that's a different story.
I really believe that people should just let things be. Let people be happy. It's majorly selfish to try to get between two people. Very selfish, immature, and rude. Your only caring about yourself and what you want- to make you happy. Just GO AWAY. Your unwanted. And your only causing trouble; your only making things worse. You make me sick. Why would you want to come in between two people in love? You manipulating and sick. Your really just a disgusting person. I can't stand to look at you.
And the people who fall for that are just as stupid. If you let those kinds of people get in your head, then you obviously didn't love me enough in the first place. Your a weak-minded person, and if you fall for their tactics- then y'all belong together. You under their spell- and them in denial.
Who knows. Everything is in a mess and I really don't know what to do.
Lately there have been extreme troubles between Devin and I. We have been drifting further away then ever, and it's not our fault. It would be different if the problems were between us, but when are relationship is being ruined by outside factors, well that's a different story.
I really believe that people should just let things be. Let people be happy. It's majorly selfish to try to get between two people. Very selfish, immature, and rude. Your only caring about yourself and what you want- to make you happy. Just GO AWAY. Your unwanted. And your only causing trouble; your only making things worse. You make me sick. Why would you want to come in between two people in love? You manipulating and sick. Your really just a disgusting person. I can't stand to look at you.
And the people who fall for that are just as stupid. If you let those kinds of people get in your head, then you obviously didn't love me enough in the first place. Your a weak-minded person, and if you fall for their tactics- then y'all belong together. You under their spell- and them in denial.
Who knows. Everything is in a mess and I really don't know what to do.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Story of My Life.
So I have gotten into a weee bit of trouble with my parents, and have gotten my everything taken away. Serisously, I'm on lockdown. So if I do post for awhile, it will be from my 4th period marketing class- where I am now.
Don't you hate it when you feel like your parents are overreacting? When they don't listen to what you have to say, the logic of the sitaution. They just are in their anger and do not listen.
Welcome to my world.
Well, yeah.
Don't you hate it when you feel like your parents are overreacting? When they don't listen to what you have to say, the logic of the sitaution. They just are in their anger and do not listen.
Welcome to my world.
Well, yeah.
Friday, October 29, 2010
I believe...
I believe that you cannot do anything you put your mind to. I believe that the good guys don't always win, but they don't always finish last. I believe there is no such thing as luck. I believe that people are too easily swayed one way or another. I believe love should be unconditional. I believe most people don't know how to think for themselves. I believe that most people waste their lives in the comfortable, rather than pushing themselves to the limits, and enjoying life. I believe that people spend too much time stressing over things that don't really matter. I believe school is not based on how smart you are, but how much work you do. I believe that people should have to earn your respect. I believe that religion was just made up to make people feel better, more assured, but I do not argue against it. I believe you should always get both sides of the story. I believe that everybody has a right to their own opinion, however you should not force or assert your opinion on to somebody else. I believe that people are to concerned with other people's lives. I believe that celebrities are just normal people. I believe that you do not find yourself, you make yourself. I believe you are only as strong physically, as you are mentally. I believe that friends are everything, and that love really conquers everything but death.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
B.O.H.I.C.A
Today I feel like I have a lot of things to vent about. All day I have been noticing little habits that people have, and they have been driving me crazy. For instance:
1) Girl in my science class who smacks her gum.
- Gum is gross in the first place. It's so unnecessary, literally there is no point to it. So why do you do it? Does it cure your hunger? No. So why? All it does is create an annoying smacking noise in somebody else's ear. SOMEONE who is trying to concentrate on their schoolwork. Way to go you annoying little girl.
2) Boy in my Spanish class who taps his pencil and looks over my shoulder.
- First off, if your going to copy me and look at my paper, be more subtle. Breathing down my neck just makes me want to poke you in the eye with my pen. Now about your pen- stop tapping it. It's not going to make you any smarter, I promise.
3) Boy in my lit class who must say "Okay-" before beginning every sentence.
- No joke, I noticed this the second week of school and I notice it every time sense. Before starting anything he has to say, he says "Okay," before it.
Examples: "Okay, can I go to the bathroom?" or "Okay, the answer is..."
Kills me every time.
4) Girl in my lit class who chews SO LOUD.
- Look, I'm sure those chips are tasty, but it's also 20 minutes until lunch and you can wait. I don't want to hear how great those Doritos are, especially when I'm starving myself.
5) Stuck up black girls in the hallway.
- Excuse me Ms. Ghetto Fabulous, but you bumped into me.
1) Girl in my science class who smacks her gum.
- Gum is gross in the first place. It's so unnecessary, literally there is no point to it. So why do you do it? Does it cure your hunger? No. So why? All it does is create an annoying smacking noise in somebody else's ear. SOMEONE who is trying to concentrate on their schoolwork. Way to go you annoying little girl.
2) Boy in my Spanish class who taps his pencil and looks over my shoulder.
- First off, if your going to copy me and look at my paper, be more subtle. Breathing down my neck just makes me want to poke you in the eye with my pen. Now about your pen- stop tapping it. It's not going to make you any smarter, I promise.
3) Boy in my lit class who must say "Okay-" before beginning every sentence.
- No joke, I noticed this the second week of school and I notice it every time sense. Before starting anything he has to say, he says "Okay," before it.
Examples: "Okay, can I go to the bathroom?" or "Okay, the answer is..."
Kills me every time.
4) Girl in my lit class who chews SO LOUD.
- Look, I'm sure those chips are tasty, but it's also 20 minutes until lunch and you can wait. I don't want to hear how great those Doritos are, especially when I'm starving myself.
5) Stuck up black girls in the hallway.
- Excuse me Ms. Ghetto Fabulous, but you bumped into me.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Winnie The Pooh
I woke up today in the mood to watch Winnie The Pooh. Not the new shows that suck. I'm talking the legit stuff, the original shows. So when I get home on this rainy day, I'm going to make me some hot chocolate and sit in my basement in the dark and reminisce in my childhood. Also, I'm in the mood to bake. However, I can't decide what to bake. I'm leaning towards cupcakes though. Mmmmm, cupcakes :) some macaroni and cheese sounds good too. Maybe I'll just take a trip back to the past today..
My science teacher's hole puncher is broke. When you go to use it, it will only punch the first and last whole. It will leave the middle one out. DRIVES ME INSANE. I have to go across the hall to use another teacher's hole puncher, that is simply ridiculous. I should not have to go through that much trouble to have three evenly spaced holes in my paper.
Anyway.
Today I have cheer practice, which is disgusting. Then on Thursday I have my last game as a cheerleader for the rest of my life. THANK THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY. After the game I have to jet over to Tailgate Barrow and see my competitive cheerleaders preform :) I'm so excited about this week though because I am celebrating my last few days as a cheerleader! haha and then Halloween is Saturday! I'm excited because it will probably be my first time back over at Devin's house in absolutely forver. Like, FOREVER. About 4 months.
Woo!
Yippi!
"Oh my gosh did you see that?!"
"What?"
"I don't know, I missed it too."- MalloryBentley.
The longest name to date is Adolph Blaine Charles David Earl Frederick Jack Gerald Hubert Irvin John Kenneth Lloyd Martin Nero Oliver Paul Quincy Randolph Sherman Thomas Uncas Victor William Xerxes Yancy Zeus Wolfeschlegelsteinhausenbergerdorft Senior.
The longest name is of a young hawiian boy named Kananinoheaokuuhomeopuukaimanaalohilo. The name means "The Beautiful Aroma of My Home at Sparkling Diamond Hill is Carried to the Eyes of Heaven". In Hawaii, it is the custom to give children long, descriptive names. Dont worry though, they call him Joe, of all things, for short.
The longest place name is the actual name of the city Bangkok, in Thailand :
Krungthepmahanakonbowornratanako-
sinmahintarayudyayamahadilopono-
paratanarajthaniburiromudomrajni-
wesmahasatarnamornpimarnavatarsa-
titsakattiyavisanukamphrasit (155 letters)
This translates to "The land of angels, the great city of immortality, of divine gems, the great angelic land unconquerable land of nine noble gems, the royal city, a pleasant capital place of the Royal Palace, eternal land of angels and reincarnated spirits predestined and created by the highest Devas."
My science teacher's hole puncher is broke. When you go to use it, it will only punch the first and last whole. It will leave the middle one out. DRIVES ME INSANE. I have to go across the hall to use another teacher's hole puncher, that is simply ridiculous. I should not have to go through that much trouble to have three evenly spaced holes in my paper.
Anyway.
Today I have cheer practice, which is disgusting. Then on Thursday I have my last game as a cheerleader for the rest of my life. THANK THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY. After the game I have to jet over to Tailgate Barrow and see my competitive cheerleaders preform :) I'm so excited about this week though because I am celebrating my last few days as a cheerleader! haha and then Halloween is Saturday! I'm excited because it will probably be my first time back over at Devin's house in absolutely forver. Like, FOREVER. About 4 months.
Woo!
Yippi!
"Oh my gosh did you see that?!"
"What?"
"I don't know, I missed it too."- MalloryBentley.
The longest name to date is Adolph Blaine Charles David Earl Frederick Jack Gerald Hubert Irvin John Kenneth Lloyd Martin Nero Oliver Paul Quincy Randolph Sherman Thomas Uncas Victor William Xerxes Yancy Zeus Wolfeschlegelsteinhausenbergerdorft Senior.
The longest name is of a young hawiian boy named Kananinoheaokuuhomeopuukaimanaalohilo. The name means "The Beautiful Aroma of My Home at Sparkling Diamond Hill is Carried to the Eyes of Heaven". In Hawaii, it is the custom to give children long, descriptive names. Dont worry though, they call him Joe, of all things, for short.
The longest place name is the actual name of the city Bangkok, in Thailand :
Krungthepmahanakonbowornratanako-
sinmahintarayudyayamahadilopono-
paratanarajthaniburiromudomrajni-
wesmahasatarnamornpimarnavatarsa-
titsakattiyavisanukamphrasit (155 letters)
This translates to "The land of angels, the great city of immortality, of divine gems, the great angelic land unconquerable land of nine noble gems, the royal city, a pleasant capital place of the Royal Palace, eternal land of angels and reincarnated spirits predestined and created by the highest Devas."
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Homecoming Disaster.
Homecoming- over. Homework- done. Shoes- off. Mashed potatoes- digested.
The weekend is over, thank God.
Homecoming went good. As always the before and after are the best part. The actual dance nearly killed me in embarrassment. We get there and it's so hot, and so crowded that I can't even get a grip on my own mind. We started out on the otter edge of the crowd just mingling, but then before I know it I'm being dragged to the center of the mob when there is flailing arms and legs, butts going all over the place and people surrounding me from all directions. Safe to say, I froze in panic. I couldn't move a muscle. No matter how hard I tried or what people said to me, I couldn't dance. I have never NOT been able to dance, ever. I do dance for a living! It was the weirdest experience of my life. I felt so bad, like I had ruined my night for my boyfriend. I wish I could go back and fix everything.
But I can't.
So now I must move on and tackle my last week of cheering and be done with that. Say goodbye to my sister as she leaves tomorrow. (thank the Lord) and get focoused on school.
The weekend is over, thank God.
Homecoming went good. As always the before and after are the best part. The actual dance nearly killed me in embarrassment. We get there and it's so hot, and so crowded that I can't even get a grip on my own mind. We started out on the otter edge of the crowd just mingling, but then before I know it I'm being dragged to the center of the mob when there is flailing arms and legs, butts going all over the place and people surrounding me from all directions. Safe to say, I froze in panic. I couldn't move a muscle. No matter how hard I tried or what people said to me, I couldn't dance. I have never NOT been able to dance, ever. I do dance for a living! It was the weirdest experience of my life. I felt so bad, like I had ruined my night for my boyfriend. I wish I could go back and fix everything.
But I can't.
So now I must move on and tackle my last week of cheering and be done with that. Say goodbye to my sister as she leaves tomorrow. (thank the Lord) and get focoused on school.
Friday, October 22, 2010
The Wonderful World Of Hannah.
Today as I sit here in science class after taking a test, I can't help but look forward to all that I have to do this weekend, and dread it. Today, I have to cheer in the pep rally, and cheer at the homecoming game. I mean, the game was bad enough- but now a pep rally?! I've never been peppy my entire life! Shoot me now. Also, after the game I have to go home and enure a whole dinner with my sister as I meet her new boyfriend and she meets Devin. Could it get any worse? YES! on top of all that I have to clean, write a paper for lit, and take a Spanish and lit quiz today. Which I have not studied for. SHOOT ME IN THE FACE. on top of all that I don't feel good and I'm fatigued. I haven't been getting any sleep lately and it's not doing any good, I can't wait for tomorrow morning where I can sleep semi- late. If there is a God up there, pleeeaassseeeee help me out this weekend. Fo sho. Oh, and. I got a Dairy Queen chicken biscuit this morning. Best in town. If you are not from Winder and reading this you might not understand. You see, as unhealthy as it is, our dairy queen still makes their biscuits with lard. They are the greatest breakfast treat you could ever imagion and I go to heaven everytime I bite into one. Yep, safe to say, they rock.
Riddle of the day: What is once in a minute, twice in a moment, and never in a thousand years?
Riddle of the day: What is once in a minute, twice in a moment, and never in a thousand years?
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
PYRO
So the new Kings Of Leon album came out yesterday. Come Around Sundown= LOVE. and Pyro is the best song on it. This weekend is the homecoming game/dance and my sister is returning home for the festivities. Golly, that'll be the first time we have seen each other since we got into our tussle. I'm very curious to see how it pans out. Anyway, I'm leaning on my boyfriend this weekend to help me get through it. He will probably be my saving grace through all this camotion. Everything has to be done in such a little amount of time it's driving me crazy. And Devin has never been to homecoming so I have to double check behind him to make sure he doesn't screw anything up. Haha Although the one good thing about Jena returning is that I can fade into the background with Devin. For once we won't be the focus of my parents attention, because they will be too busy with Jena Syndrome to pay us attention. Which I honestly don't mind; the less attention they pay me the better. This post is very scattered. My lit teacher would say "it doesn't have a good general flow" to it. But oh well.
Well since I didn't finish this last night, I am now working on this in Physical Science with Mr. Rows. We are supposed to be taking a video quiz but... I don't want to. This is so boring. Why should I care about the fact that Michael Faraday invented the electric motor? Yeah, cause knowing that will get me far in life.
I have come to the conclusion I am a very plain person. I'm not the type of girl who is bubbling with personality. I like consistency, especially in people. I like knowing people aren't going to change, and therefore I don't either. I don't open up to many people. Actually only about two, maybe three. And I like keeping it that way. Is it a bad thing that I'm not this incrediably interesting person? I'm sorry if it is.
Well since I didn't finish this last night, I am now working on this in Physical Science with Mr. Rows. We are supposed to be taking a video quiz but... I don't want to. This is so boring. Why should I care about the fact that Michael Faraday invented the electric motor? Yeah, cause knowing that will get me far in life.
I have come to the conclusion I am a very plain person. I'm not the type of girl who is bubbling with personality. I like consistency, especially in people. I like knowing people aren't going to change, and therefore I don't either. I don't open up to many people. Actually only about two, maybe three. And I like keeping it that way. Is it a bad thing that I'm not this incrediably interesting person? I'm sorry if it is.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Oscar Wilde
Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.
Oscar Wilde
I'm tired of people acting like other people, because they think the other person is more intresting than who they really are. Just be yourself. Molding yourself to somebody else is not "being origional", because that position is already being taken up by them. Just be you. Geeze.
Oscar Wilde
I'm tired of people acting like other people, because they think the other person is more intresting than who they really are. Just be yourself. Molding yourself to somebody else is not "being origional", because that position is already being taken up by them. Just be you. Geeze.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Why can't we be friends?
High school is all about peers. Forget about academics, what everybody really cares about deep down is what is going on with other people. Ever notice how most people don't really care about if your doing fine, only if something has gone wrong? People don't want to here if your just being your normal fine self, but if something juicy happens, or something goes wrong, everybody wants to know about it. They swarm around like bees to honey, begging to get a taste. It seems that what other people think, tend to run our lives; it affects how we act, what we say, the way we dress, etc. Why do we care so much? About these for short years here at Winder-Barrow High and the people in the building Monday through Friday. Once we graduate, we will never see these people again unless you plan on staying in Winder the rest of your life and so do they. Which is stupid. So why do we care? Why should we waste our time worrying? It's not like what they think affects who we become, because they can't do anything to us. If we stopped worrying so much about what other people think, then we could truly be ourselves, and I think our grades would go up. We spend so much time worrying about climbing the social ladder, that our grades seem to suffer from it. In theory, if people truly care about other people's feelings, rather than their selfish, immature, and judging thoughts I think that we would all be more successful at school, and in life.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Where's the chapstick?
I haven't posted in awhile because my laptop is busted :(
So in the meantime I will try to get by on my phone even though I know I will probably fail miserably and be very very sad. But I'm here to post today about parents. I've been having conflicts left and right with them lately even though usually I try to avoid confrontation. There is just something about them that makes me want to argue until I can't argue anymore. Why does it feel like they overreact about every little thing, and turn something into nothing? Why does it feel like they trap me in a box, and I will never be set free? It's very frustrating and makes me want to projectile vomit on a daily basis.
Honestly, I can't blame all my stress of recent on just them though, it's seems I have been having struggles everywhere I go, with everybody I talk to no matter how close or who they are. I don't know what has gotten into me lately but I have started to get fed up with dealing with a bunch of people day after day. I have been less talkative to people I used to talk to everyday, and have started avoid some people completely. It's not that I like it, I almost can't help it. I do it without thinking and I can't stop. I don't know how to fix it, or if it should even be fixed. I'm just so confused.
So in the meantime I will try to get by on my phone even though I know I will probably fail miserably and be very very sad. But I'm here to post today about parents. I've been having conflicts left and right with them lately even though usually I try to avoid confrontation. There is just something about them that makes me want to argue until I can't argue anymore. Why does it feel like they overreact about every little thing, and turn something into nothing? Why does it feel like they trap me in a box, and I will never be set free? It's very frustrating and makes me want to projectile vomit on a daily basis.
Honestly, I can't blame all my stress of recent on just them though, it's seems I have been having struggles everywhere I go, with everybody I talk to no matter how close or who they are. I don't know what has gotten into me lately but I have started to get fed up with dealing with a bunch of people day after day. I have been less talkative to people I used to talk to everyday, and have started avoid some people completely. It's not that I like it, I almost can't help it. I do it without thinking and I can't stop. I don't know how to fix it, or if it should even be fixed. I'm just so confused.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Day 10: 1 Confession.
One confession...
Hmmm...
I have no idea! This is so hard because I'm not one to keep secrets.
I guess a confession of sorts would be that I have a real problem with talking about my problems. If I have a problem it normally will stay bottled up inside me until somebody rips it out of me. I wish I was more open with people, and let people know what's up when I'm not happy with them. But it's just something inside me that can't find the words to speak up, I back down and nobody ever knows what is wrong. So I guess that is my confession of sorts.
Hmmm...
I have no idea! This is so hard because I'm not one to keep secrets.
I guess a confession of sorts would be that I have a real problem with talking about my problems. If I have a problem it normally will stay bottled up inside me until somebody rips it out of me. I wish I was more open with people, and let people know what's up when I'm not happy with them. But it's just something inside me that can't find the words to speak up, I back down and nobody ever knows what is wrong. So I guess that is my confession of sorts.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Day 9: 2 Words that Describe My Life Right Now.
Confused.
There is a lot of stuff going on in my life right now, and I feel like my brain is all over the place. I'm so glad it's fall break so I can finally have some time to calm down and relax.
However,
Blessed.
I know I should be thankful for everything I have been given in my life. I know I am very fortunate. Although I know that I am lucky, it is still a struggle for me to be thankful for it all. It's a daily battle for me to keep all my priorities in line.
There is a lot of stuff going on in my life right now, and I feel like my brain is all over the place. I'm so glad it's fall break so I can finally have some time to calm down and relax.
However,
Blessed.
I know I should be thankful for everything I have been given in my life. I know I am very fortunate. Although I know that I am lucky, it is still a struggle for me to be thankful for it all. It's a daily battle for me to keep all my priorities in line.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Day 8: 3 Turn Ons.
So today is mine and Devin's 6 months. :) Okay, onto the challenge..
1) The first turn on would simply be, being a gentleman. Open doors, carry books, give me your jacket if I'm cold, walk me to class, that kind of thing. It seems as if all that has been forgotten in today's world.
2) Putting your hands on my waste/ lower back. I don't know, it feels good. haha
3) Pay attention to ME. This may sound conceited, but I'm your girlfriend and if we are in a group of people, I don't expect to be ignored. I expect to always be your priority, otherwise go date one of your bros. And I'm going to add listening to me when I talk to this. I always try to pay attention to people when they talk, so I expect the same in return. If I at least pretend like I'm interested in what you have to say, you can do the same.
1) The first turn on would simply be, being a gentleman. Open doors, carry books, give me your jacket if I'm cold, walk me to class, that kind of thing. It seems as if all that has been forgotten in today's world.
2) Putting your hands on my waste/ lower back. I don't know, it feels good. haha
3) Pay attention to ME. This may sound conceited, but I'm your girlfriend and if we are in a group of people, I don't expect to be ignored. I expect to always be your priority, otherwise go date one of your bros. And I'm going to add listening to me when I talk to this. I always try to pay attention to people when they talk, so I expect the same in return. If I at least pretend like I'm interested in what you have to say, you can do the same.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Day 7: 4 Turn Offs
Ahh, I have been looking forward to this one.
But first, again, I need to vent about my day and since it is friday do an overall synopsis of my week.
This week was stressful. It seems like everyday this week I have been being pulled one way or another by one person or another. Each person having their own checklist for me they are waiting to be crossed off. Something I have realized is that I cannot live up to everybody else's standards for me. I have my own standards for myself and from here on out I plan on focusing on doing what I want for myself, before what everybody else has set up for me. It's not up to them, how I live my life, it's up to me.
1) My first turn off would be simply not having a good attitude. If your a jerk, of course I'm not going to want to date you. If your a sweet guy, you automatically have a step up. And I'm going to add in overreacting to this point as well. I can't stand guys who get irrationally mad, or jump to conclusions.
2) Smell bad. I looooove guys who smell good. Like really, just take a shower and spray some good smelling colon on and your good. It's not that hard. At all. And I'm going to add in overall good hygiene to this, have good breath, and wash your hair as well. And SHAVE. I do not like facial hair. At all. It's not fun to kiss a prickly face, it feels like carpet burn afterwards.
3) White socks, and dark shoes. We are not Michael Jackson here. If I can see your socks, and your not wearing white shoes, then they should not be white. It's one of those picky things about me, I don't like it. haha
4) Smoking, of any kind, dipping, or drugs of any nature. It's just gross.
But first, again, I need to vent about my day and since it is friday do an overall synopsis of my week.
This week was stressful. It seems like everyday this week I have been being pulled one way or another by one person or another. Each person having their own checklist for me they are waiting to be crossed off. Something I have realized is that I cannot live up to everybody else's standards for me. I have my own standards for myself and from here on out I plan on focusing on doing what I want for myself, before what everybody else has set up for me. It's not up to them, how I live my life, it's up to me.
1) My first turn off would be simply not having a good attitude. If your a jerk, of course I'm not going to want to date you. If your a sweet guy, you automatically have a step up. And I'm going to add in overreacting to this point as well. I can't stand guys who get irrationally mad, or jump to conclusions.
2) Smell bad. I looooove guys who smell good. Like really, just take a shower and spray some good smelling colon on and your good. It's not that hard. At all. And I'm going to add in overall good hygiene to this, have good breath, and wash your hair as well. And SHAVE. I do not like facial hair. At all. It's not fun to kiss a prickly face, it feels like carpet burn afterwards.
3) White socks, and dark shoes. We are not Michael Jackson here. If I can see your socks, and your not wearing white shoes, then they should not be white. It's one of those picky things about me, I don't like it. haha
4) Smoking, of any kind, dipping, or drugs of any nature. It's just gross.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Day 6: 5 People Who Mean a lot to Me.
So I might be repeating some people on this but ohhhhh well.
1) Devin Thorne Ivie: And every single word of your name is supposedly misspelled. I cannot convey to you how much that annoys me. I love you so much and you are always there for me. We have been through, and are still sorting out, a lot, but I know we have so much farther to go. And I can't wait to get there.
2) Jessica Crumbley- You are my best friend. I tell you everything, because I know I can trust you with everything. I wish you understood how rare that is. Nobody else has gotten the privilege to hear my unfiltered words.
3) JR McDaniel- You are the best brother ever and I love you so much. I was blessed with such an interesting and real role model growing up.
4) Breanna Steed- You have been my best friend since 6th grade and you know my life story. I know I can always come to you for advice and help with problems. It seems like you always know what to say.
5) I guess to a normal person, this slot would be filled of one or both of their parents. But I can honestly say I do not care for my parents. We do not have a good relationship. So, until I figure this out, this number five will be left empty.
1) Devin Thorne Ivie: And every single word of your name is supposedly misspelled. I cannot convey to you how much that annoys me. I love you so much and you are always there for me. We have been through, and are still sorting out, a lot, but I know we have so much farther to go. And I can't wait to get there.
2) Jessica Crumbley- You are my best friend. I tell you everything, because I know I can trust you with everything. I wish you understood how rare that is. Nobody else has gotten the privilege to hear my unfiltered words.
3) JR McDaniel- You are the best brother ever and I love you so much. I was blessed with such an interesting and real role model growing up.
4) Breanna Steed- You have been my best friend since 6th grade and you know my life story. I know I can always come to you for advice and help with problems. It seems like you always know what to say.
5) I guess to a normal person, this slot would be filled of one or both of their parents. But I can honestly say I do not care for my parents. We do not have a good relationship. So, until I figure this out, this number five will be left empty.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Day 5: 6 Things I Wish I Could Change About Me.
So today was a fun/annoying/average day. But I have to vent about something that has really been bugging me lately because this girl in my class is always talking about how she is ugly, gross, stupid etc. People worry to much about what other people think! I can't stand it. I'm not sure if this girl is just fishing for compliments or if she genuinely feels this way about herself, but either way it's stupid because she is fine just the way she is. I wish girls especially would realize this about themselves, that they are perfect just the way they are! And that it doesn't matter what other people think, especially guys, because the right guy is going to like her just the way she is. People who think this way cannot enjoy themselves because they are always worrying about how they look from other people's eyes. It's true beauty is in the eye of the beholder. So why should you worry about one persons opinion, when it is subject to change from person to person? It's ridiculous. (unless the are brats or something haha) Now that I got that out, on to the challenge.. and this will be ironic because my blog today is talking about thing I want to change about myself. haha
1) The first thing I wish I could change about myself is that I wish I could play the guitar. I know the basics, like the chords and stuff but I cannot actually play and I wish I could.
2) I wish I would stand up for myself more often. I have this problem of letting people walk all over me, and not speaking up for myself. If anything gets said at all in my defense, usually it is by somebody else and I'm tired of that.
3) I wish I was more athletic. I have always been into the girly stuff: Cheer, dance, pageants.. but I wish I had been put into soccer or softball or SOMETHING when I was a kid.
4) I wish I lived somewhere else. Winder is such an awful town, so boring and plain. THere are so many other beautiful places in the world and I wish I could have grown up ANYWHERE but here.
5) I wish I was older. I'm one of the youngest in my grade, and plus that I am sooo ready to just be at least 18 I can't stand it. I love the idea of being independent and making my own decisions, I can't wait.
6) I wish I could see my future actions, and how my present ones will influence them. It would be so much easier to make decisions if I knew which one was the right one, based on the future and what happens there.
1) The first thing I wish I could change about myself is that I wish I could play the guitar. I know the basics, like the chords and stuff but I cannot actually play and I wish I could.
2) I wish I would stand up for myself more often. I have this problem of letting people walk all over me, and not speaking up for myself. If anything gets said at all in my defense, usually it is by somebody else and I'm tired of that.
3) I wish I was more athletic. I have always been into the girly stuff: Cheer, dance, pageants.. but I wish I had been put into soccer or softball or SOMETHING when I was a kid.
4) I wish I lived somewhere else. Winder is such an awful town, so boring and plain. THere are so many other beautiful places in the world and I wish I could have grown up ANYWHERE but here.
5) I wish I was older. I'm one of the youngest in my grade, and plus that I am sooo ready to just be at least 18 I can't stand it. I love the idea of being independent and making my own decisions, I can't wait.
6) I wish I could see my future actions, and how my present ones will influence them. It would be so much easier to make decisions if I knew which one was the right one, based on the future and what happens there.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Day 4: 7 Things that Cross My Mind a Lot.
First off, I would like to vent about my day, before I plunge into my day 4 topic.
In my grade, there are this group of guys who are the jerks of the school. Not even just our grade, but the whooooole school. They have been giving me a really hard time lately and it's really been bringing me down. Well, Devin found out about it and confronts them this afternoon after school, after I asked him not to. But anyway, this dude Chris is being a smart mouth and when Devin asked them about it, they all deny it like idiots. So Devin turns to leave, and then Chris says some smart comment and Devin goes off in his face. Then they got sent to Coach Grant's office, but they didn't get into trouble because nothing really happened. But, it was stressful and annoying all in all.
Now to start my challenge:
1) Them main thought that stays in my mind all the time is Devin. We have all had that somebody that we just can't get out of our head, and he is mine.
2) What is for supper?
I always have food on my mind, haha.
3) Why does my hair hate me?
It never wants to do what I want it to do, and it does not grow fast enough.
4) Why do I have to put up with such stupid people?
If you have ever been to Winder-Barrow High School you would understand.
5) What am I going to wear?
I never, ever have anything to wear to my satisfactory. Ever.
6) I'm sooooooo tired.
I can never get enough sleep. It seems like no matter what, and no matter how early I go to sleep, in the morning I wake up sleepy!
7) What time is it?
I am obsessed with knowing the time. If I don't know the time, I go absolutely insane!
In my grade, there are this group of guys who are the jerks of the school. Not even just our grade, but the whooooole school. They have been giving me a really hard time lately and it's really been bringing me down. Well, Devin found out about it and confronts them this afternoon after school, after I asked him not to. But anyway, this dude Chris is being a smart mouth and when Devin asked them about it, they all deny it like idiots. So Devin turns to leave, and then Chris says some smart comment and Devin goes off in his face. Then they got sent to Coach Grant's office, but they didn't get into trouble because nothing really happened. But, it was stressful and annoying all in all.
Now to start my challenge:
1) Them main thought that stays in my mind all the time is Devin. We have all had that somebody that we just can't get out of our head, and he is mine.
2) What is for supper?
I always have food on my mind, haha.
3) Why does my hair hate me?
It never wants to do what I want it to do, and it does not grow fast enough.
4) Why do I have to put up with such stupid people?
If you have ever been to Winder-Barrow High School you would understand.
5) What am I going to wear?
I never, ever have anything to wear to my satisfactory. Ever.
6) I'm sooooooo tired.
I can never get enough sleep. It seems like no matter what, and no matter how early I go to sleep, in the morning I wake up sleepy!
7) What time is it?
I am obsessed with knowing the time. If I don't know the time, I go absolutely insane!
Monday, September 27, 2010
Day 3: 8 Things I Can't Live Without.
I'm going to try to make this quick, because I have a llottttt of homework.
1) The most important thing for me, is SPRITE. I cannot live without Sprite. One day, I will buy stock in Sprite, and make a fortune simply from my purchases alone.
2) My phone. Without it I am lost in the world.
3) Mane N' Tail Shampoo and Conditioner. It helps your hair grow, which is my focus at the moment.
4) Kraft Macaroni and Cheese. Enough said.
5) My ballet and tap shoes. Dancing is my one thing where I can get all my emotions out, and get my mind off things. I love it sooooo much, and without it my life is incomplete.
6) Maybelline Define-a-Line eye liner. This is the best eye liner I have ever used, ever.
7) Ray- Ban sunglasses, I love them so much :)
8) Last but nowhere near the least, is:
My friends,
My family,
and My Boyfriend. :)
1) The most important thing for me, is SPRITE. I cannot live without Sprite. One day, I will buy stock in Sprite, and make a fortune simply from my purchases alone.
2) My phone. Without it I am lost in the world.
3) Mane N' Tail Shampoo and Conditioner. It helps your hair grow, which is my focus at the moment.
4) Kraft Macaroni and Cheese. Enough said.
5) My ballet and tap shoes. Dancing is my one thing where I can get all my emotions out, and get my mind off things. I love it sooooo much, and without it my life is incomplete.
6) Maybelline Define-a-Line eye liner. This is the best eye liner I have ever used, ever.
7) Ray- Ban sunglasses, I love them so much :)
8) Last but nowhere near the least, is:
My friends,
My family,
and My Boyfriend. :)
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Day 2: 9 Things Most People Don't Know About Me..
This is going to be hard, because I can't think of 9 things that are interesting about me, sorry if I disappoint.
Two things I'm embarrassed about, that I haven't told a lot of people because I'm worried of their reaction is:
1) I'm anemic.
2) I am slightly deaf in my left ear.
I know I mentioned these two in an earlier post, but they also apply here, so yeah.
3) My biggest pet peeve is when people step on the back of my shoe when I am walking. DON'T WALK THAT CLOSE BEHIND ME. And if you do, you better apologize, if you don't you are officially on My List.
4) I have always been into poetry. I think it's so cool to read a poem, and never really know what the writer means when they wrote it. They are speaking out of their heart, and since we were not there when they wrote it we will never know. Unless they told us, but sometimes they don't even know. I think it tells a lot about a person.
5) Sprite is my biggest addiction, I have to have one sprite a day, at the LEAST. If it's not in the house I get angry, and I always have one in my hand or by my side when I am at home.
6) History is my favorite subject, I love learning about the past and connecting it to the present. My dream job would to work at a smithsonian in Washington, D.C. I want to be a museum curator when I grow up because I think it's so much fun to go and look at history and artifacts from year and years ago made by people who don't exist anymore.
7) I have a problem with opinions. I love listening to people, but sometimes I fear that I take their opinion into too much consideration. I'm scared that one day somebody's opinion will influence me into doing something that I know is wrong, that I don't want to do. But I will do it anyway because the person is such a convincing talker. They will spin the bad situation, into a good one.. they will make it seem like the right thing to do. I'm scared that one day I will meet that person and then I won't know what to do.
8) I have a problem with anger. I keep things bottled up inside me for so long, so when it finally comes out it explodes like a bad case of diarrhea. I also have a problem with telling people my problems. Day to day my mind is a jumbled mess that even I can't make sense of, so talking about it is next to impossible. Writing them down is the only way I can get them in some sort of order to keep myself sane.
9) I hate this little town of Winder more than anything else on Earth. The second I turn 18 I'm going as far away as possible, and then when I graduate college I'm going to move a long long way from here. Once I have a family of my own I am never coming back, ever, ever, ever.
Two things I'm embarrassed about, that I haven't told a lot of people because I'm worried of their reaction is:
1) I'm anemic.
2) I am slightly deaf in my left ear.
I know I mentioned these two in an earlier post, but they also apply here, so yeah.
3) My biggest pet peeve is when people step on the back of my shoe when I am walking. DON'T WALK THAT CLOSE BEHIND ME. And if you do, you better apologize, if you don't you are officially on My List.
4) I have always been into poetry. I think it's so cool to read a poem, and never really know what the writer means when they wrote it. They are speaking out of their heart, and since we were not there when they wrote it we will never know. Unless they told us, but sometimes they don't even know. I think it tells a lot about a person.
5) Sprite is my biggest addiction, I have to have one sprite a day, at the LEAST. If it's not in the house I get angry, and I always have one in my hand or by my side when I am at home.
6) History is my favorite subject, I love learning about the past and connecting it to the present. My dream job would to work at a smithsonian in Washington, D.C. I want to be a museum curator when I grow up because I think it's so much fun to go and look at history and artifacts from year and years ago made by people who don't exist anymore.
7) I have a problem with opinions. I love listening to people, but sometimes I fear that I take their opinion into too much consideration. I'm scared that one day somebody's opinion will influence me into doing something that I know is wrong, that I don't want to do. But I will do it anyway because the person is such a convincing talker. They will spin the bad situation, into a good one.. they will make it seem like the right thing to do. I'm scared that one day I will meet that person and then I won't know what to do.
8) I have a problem with anger. I keep things bottled up inside me for so long, so when it finally comes out it explodes like a bad case of diarrhea. I also have a problem with telling people my problems. Day to day my mind is a jumbled mess that even I can't make sense of, so talking about it is next to impossible. Writing them down is the only way I can get them in some sort of order to keep myself sane.
9) I hate this little town of Winder more than anything else on Earth. The second I turn 18 I'm going as far away as possible, and then when I graduate college I'm going to move a long long way from here. Once I have a family of my own I am never coming back, ever, ever, ever.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Day 1: 10 things you want to say to 10 people right now.
1) Jessica Crumbley- Your my best friend, and your insane. We relate on so much and I'm so glad to have met you. I know you don't agree with some of my decisions, but you stay my friend and accept me anyway. I think that is the sign of a true friend, to accept the flaws of the other. You are the besstttt.
2) Mother Lynn- I wish you would understand where I'm coming from and listen to what I have to say before you butt in, or ignore my words as a naive teenager. Age doesn't bring wisdom, experience brings wisdom. Knowledge only goes as far as experience and you have not been in my situation before, so how would you know what to do and what is best for me? I wish you would let me make my own mistakes, and let me live my life the way I feel is right. You can't keep me in a box forever.
3) Jena- I wish you would put your morals before your money. No, you are not a bad person, but your not being the role model that you tried to be when you were younger. I find it hard to accept you as my sister, because I feel we are so different in many ways. Honestly some of my resentment probably comes out of jealousy, you have that perfect cookie-cutter look to you that so many girls strive for, and you don't appreciate it. You take all of your good fortune and act like you just deserve it. You do not know how it feels to go through hard times, because you have always been given whatever you want. I cannot blame you for being babied your whole life, but I can blame you for not growing up when you were sent on your own. I wish I could go back to my childhood and you would have been there, I feel like if I had grown up with you then I could understand you better.
4) Miss Marie- You might just be my dance teacher, but you have taught me so much more than ballet, tap, and jazz. You taught me self confidence, to love the person who I really am and to accept what life gives me and roll with it. You taught me to change up my schedule every day and to not live in the boring, but to live in the now. I used to think that ending class everyday screaming "I LOVE MYSELF!" was stupid, but now I see it taught me that it doesn't matter what other people think, what matters is to love myself and people will follow. You taught me not to sweat the little stuff and to roll with the punches that life sends us. You also taught me the value of not talking about people behind their back, your saying of "Don't tell everything you know," has stuck with me ever since I heard it. Basically, thank you for being my roll model every since I was 2.
5) Chris Jordan- You are one of the biggest jerks I have ever met. You are fine and sweet as long as I am on your good side, but you don't care. 2 summers ago you, me, and Bre were best friends. You were nice and funny and I could tell you anything but now, you don't care at all. The second you see an opportunity to make fun of me, you take it without giving it a second thought. I just wish I knew what I did to offend you in some way.
6) JR- You might not know, but I really look up to you. My whole life I have tried to be just like you, daring, adventurous, not afraid of anything, never let it show when I was upset, kept my cool in any situation, didn't really care about much. But I have recently learned that I am not you, and I will never be like you. So i would be pointless to attempt to be something, or somebody, I am not. I'm not blaming you, I'm blaming myself.
7) Breanna Steed- You are my best friend of all time, but recently I feel like we are drifting. I have no idea why though, I have no idea what I did for you to be avoiding me. I feel like our whole friendship I have been the one making the effort, so this time I'm not ignoring you, I'm just waiting to see if you will make the effort for once.
8) Tori Albritton- We used to be good friends, but not great, and now we are not even that. Honestly, I'm creeped out that you end up liking every guy I have ever liked. It's weird, and I wish you wouldn't. I wish you would respect boundaries, as I do for you. I wish you would stop putting on a show for other people, it's not fun being the only one of 3 people to know the real you. I wish you wouldn't act like this innocent person who is nice to everybody, when your so quick to backstab people. At least if I don't like somebody, I don't act like I do.
9) Lindsey Watts- We used to be best friends, but now I feel as if all that means nothing. I know we aren't going to be great friends, but I have always remembered the past and given you help when you needed it. We had stayed friends, or so I thought. Now I feel as if you play both sides of the fence depending on who you are around, and I cant stand people like that. So, until you apologize, I will remain mad. I will not forgive you until you admit it.
10) Devin Ivie- First off, it bugs me that spell check tells me your name is misspelled. Secondly, I love you. I feel that even though we have hard times in our relationship, we both know that we are meant to be together. We are not the typical high school relationship, we are something more. Something way more, we are special. What we have is a once in a lifetime thing, and it would be stupid to pass what we could have up. I'm willing to go through whatever to make us work, because there is something deep inside me that is telling me to keep trying, to not give up. I'm always here for you, trying my hardest to put myself out there and open up to you. I have made it a new goal to try to tell you something about me everyday. But sometimes I feel like you wont let me get words in, like you don't really want to listen to what I have so say. I'm ready to get back to what we had, at the beginning when everything was good and we were perfect with each other, when we could just be our goofy selves.
2) Mother Lynn- I wish you would understand where I'm coming from and listen to what I have to say before you butt in, or ignore my words as a naive teenager. Age doesn't bring wisdom, experience brings wisdom. Knowledge only goes as far as experience and you have not been in my situation before, so how would you know what to do and what is best for me? I wish you would let me make my own mistakes, and let me live my life the way I feel is right. You can't keep me in a box forever.
3) Jena- I wish you would put your morals before your money. No, you are not a bad person, but your not being the role model that you tried to be when you were younger. I find it hard to accept you as my sister, because I feel we are so different in many ways. Honestly some of my resentment probably comes out of jealousy, you have that perfect cookie-cutter look to you that so many girls strive for, and you don't appreciate it. You take all of your good fortune and act like you just deserve it. You do not know how it feels to go through hard times, because you have always been given whatever you want. I cannot blame you for being babied your whole life, but I can blame you for not growing up when you were sent on your own. I wish I could go back to my childhood and you would have been there, I feel like if I had grown up with you then I could understand you better.
4) Miss Marie- You might just be my dance teacher, but you have taught me so much more than ballet, tap, and jazz. You taught me self confidence, to love the person who I really am and to accept what life gives me and roll with it. You taught me to change up my schedule every day and to not live in the boring, but to live in the now. I used to think that ending class everyday screaming "I LOVE MYSELF!" was stupid, but now I see it taught me that it doesn't matter what other people think, what matters is to love myself and people will follow. You taught me not to sweat the little stuff and to roll with the punches that life sends us. You also taught me the value of not talking about people behind their back, your saying of "Don't tell everything you know," has stuck with me ever since I heard it. Basically, thank you for being my roll model every since I was 2.
5) Chris Jordan- You are one of the biggest jerks I have ever met. You are fine and sweet as long as I am on your good side, but you don't care. 2 summers ago you, me, and Bre were best friends. You were nice and funny and I could tell you anything but now, you don't care at all. The second you see an opportunity to make fun of me, you take it without giving it a second thought. I just wish I knew what I did to offend you in some way.
6) JR- You might not know, but I really look up to you. My whole life I have tried to be just like you, daring, adventurous, not afraid of anything, never let it show when I was upset, kept my cool in any situation, didn't really care about much. But I have recently learned that I am not you, and I will never be like you. So i would be pointless to attempt to be something, or somebody, I am not. I'm not blaming you, I'm blaming myself.
7) Breanna Steed- You are my best friend of all time, but recently I feel like we are drifting. I have no idea why though, I have no idea what I did for you to be avoiding me. I feel like our whole friendship I have been the one making the effort, so this time I'm not ignoring you, I'm just waiting to see if you will make the effort for once.
8) Tori Albritton- We used to be good friends, but not great, and now we are not even that. Honestly, I'm creeped out that you end up liking every guy I have ever liked. It's weird, and I wish you wouldn't. I wish you would respect boundaries, as I do for you. I wish you would stop putting on a show for other people, it's not fun being the only one of 3 people to know the real you. I wish you wouldn't act like this innocent person who is nice to everybody, when your so quick to backstab people. At least if I don't like somebody, I don't act like I do.
9) Lindsey Watts- We used to be best friends, but now I feel as if all that means nothing. I know we aren't going to be great friends, but I have always remembered the past and given you help when you needed it. We had stayed friends, or so I thought. Now I feel as if you play both sides of the fence depending on who you are around, and I cant stand people like that. So, until you apologize, I will remain mad. I will not forgive you until you admit it.
10) Devin Ivie- First off, it bugs me that spell check tells me your name is misspelled. Secondly, I love you. I feel that even though we have hard times in our relationship, we both know that we are meant to be together. We are not the typical high school relationship, we are something more. Something way more, we are special. What we have is a once in a lifetime thing, and it would be stupid to pass what we could have up. I'm willing to go through whatever to make us work, because there is something deep inside me that is telling me to keep trying, to not give up. I'm always here for you, trying my hardest to put myself out there and open up to you. I have made it a new goal to try to tell you something about me everyday. But sometimes I feel like you wont let me get words in, like you don't really want to listen to what I have so say. I'm ready to get back to what we had, at the beginning when everything was good and we were perfect with each other, when we could just be our goofy selves.
The 10 Day Blogging Challenge
The 10 Day Blogging Challenge has been accepted by yours truly.
Day 1: 10 things you want to say to ten people.
Day 2: 9 things most people don't know about you.
Day 3: 8 things you couldn't live without.
Day 4: 7 things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: 6 things you wish you could change, or go back and redo.
Day 6: 5 people who mean a lot to you.
Day 7: 4 turn offs.
Day 8: 3 turn ons.
Day 9: 2 words that describe your life right now.
Day 10: 1 confession.
Here we go..
Day 1: 10 things you want to say to ten people.
Day 2: 9 things most people don't know about you.
Day 3: 8 things you couldn't live without.
Day 4: 7 things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: 6 things you wish you could change, or go back and redo.
Day 6: 5 people who mean a lot to you.
Day 7: 4 turn offs.
Day 8: 3 turn ons.
Day 9: 2 words that describe your life right now.
Day 10: 1 confession.
Here we go..
Friday, September 24, 2010
I Carry Your Heart.
I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it, anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling.
I fear no fate for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world for beautiful you are my world, my true
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart;
I carry your heart
I carry it in my heart.
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it, anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling.
I fear no fate for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world for beautiful you are my world, my true
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart;
I carry your heart
I carry it in my heart.
Party of One.
I have neglected to give any real self-description on who I am, so now, I will.
I go by my middle name, Hannah.
My full name is Sara Hannah Sims.
I have been dancing for 13 years.
My birthday is August 14, 1995.
I'm allergic to yellow jackets.
My favorite color is red.
My favorite animal is the Beluga Whale.
I hate math.
I like cheeseburgers.
I want to be a museum curator when I grow up.
I have one brother, JR. He is a Marine and lives in Hawaii.
I have one sister, Jena. She resides in California.
I'm slightly deaf in my left ear.
I'm the second youngest person in my entire grade.
I smile and laugh a lot, and I like to listen to people talk.
I want to visit every country in the world before I die.
When I turn 16 I'm going sky diving with my brother.
If I had the money, I would attempt Mount Everest.
I'm a very picky eater, and a lot of stuff I have never tried.
My favorite movie of all time is The Goonies.
I have an unusually short tongue.
I put things off to the last minute because I love the thrill of a deadline, and if I'll make it or not.
I have trouble explaining things and I like to think long and hard about something before I say it, if I am allowed enough time to do so.
Never again will I drink pickle juice.
Say what you want about her, but I will always love Brittany Spears and I got my picture made with her star on the Walk of Fame in Hollywood.
I believe nobody is "simple". There is always more to a person than you will ever know because you cannot read their thoughts every minute of every day.
While I'm on the subject, reading minds would be my super power if I were to be able to choose one.
I hate crowds, and heights.
But I love roller coasters. Love them.
I don't know what I would do for a Klondike Bar, because I have never had one.
I like knowing random facts. For instance: The United States has never lost a war where mules were involved, the numbers '172' can be found on the back of the U.S. $5 dollar bill in the bushes at the base of the Lincoln Memorial, and the Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.
Blowing bubbles calms me.
I hate Cinderella. And when I was nine and went to Disney World with Lindsey Watts, I threw my empty water bottle at her.
I'm anemic.
I do not like to talk about my feelings, or problems. Which is why I have made this blog. I'm not telling anybody, people are just reading it if the happen to.
That is all I can think of right now...
:)
I go by my middle name, Hannah.
My full name is Sara Hannah Sims.
I have been dancing for 13 years.
My birthday is August 14, 1995.
I'm allergic to yellow jackets.
My favorite color is red.
My favorite animal is the Beluga Whale.
I hate math.
I like cheeseburgers.
I want to be a museum curator when I grow up.
I have one brother, JR. He is a Marine and lives in Hawaii.
I have one sister, Jena. She resides in California.
I'm slightly deaf in my left ear.
I'm the second youngest person in my entire grade.
I smile and laugh a lot, and I like to listen to people talk.
I want to visit every country in the world before I die.
When I turn 16 I'm going sky diving with my brother.
If I had the money, I would attempt Mount Everest.
I'm a very picky eater, and a lot of stuff I have never tried.
My favorite movie of all time is The Goonies.
I have an unusually short tongue.
I put things off to the last minute because I love the thrill of a deadline, and if I'll make it or not.
I have trouble explaining things and I like to think long and hard about something before I say it, if I am allowed enough time to do so.
Never again will I drink pickle juice.
Say what you want about her, but I will always love Brittany Spears and I got my picture made with her star on the Walk of Fame in Hollywood.
I believe nobody is "simple". There is always more to a person than you will ever know because you cannot read their thoughts every minute of every day.
While I'm on the subject, reading minds would be my super power if I were to be able to choose one.
I hate crowds, and heights.
But I love roller coasters. Love them.
I don't know what I would do for a Klondike Bar, because I have never had one.
I like knowing random facts. For instance: The United States has never lost a war where mules were involved, the numbers '172' can be found on the back of the U.S. $5 dollar bill in the bushes at the base of the Lincoln Memorial, and the Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.
Blowing bubbles calms me.
I hate Cinderella. And when I was nine and went to Disney World with Lindsey Watts, I threw my empty water bottle at her.
I'm anemic.
I do not like to talk about my feelings, or problems. Which is why I have made this blog. I'm not telling anybody, people are just reading it if the happen to.
That is all I can think of right now...
:)
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Fences
Nobody reads this, so tonight, I will vent to nobody. I hate people who play both sides of the fence, if you don't like somebody- DON'T ACT LIKE IT! Your wasting your time. If you don't like somebody, don't pretend like everything is hunky-dory, because obviously it's not. If you don't like somebody, don't talk to them, don't talk about them, and don't think about them. It's not a big deal. If you ignore them, unless they are the most annoying person on the planet or just a plain idiot, or both- they will ignore you too. And then the problem is solved! It doesn't require being a genius, just a mature person.
Okay, I'm semi-good now.
Okay, I'm semi-good now.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Sash and Crown
What do you get when you add glitter, heels, hairspray, and girls who train their voices to not hold any accent? A pageant. More specifically, a beauty pageant. What makes these things so appealing to little girls and women all over our country? Why do they feel the need to parade around a stage in a bathing suit? Is it for the crown, or do they think the flowers are pretty? Our culture is obsessed with what we define as "pretty", as skinny you can get until your diagnosed with a disease, with large breasts and a big behind. Women have gone as far as to get surgery to achieve these high and impossible standards set by ourselfs, the people we see everyday. The whole point of a pageant is to tell one girl, "Hey, you are the prettiest girl on this stage right now." Isn't that what the winners are? They are saying that the 4th runner up is pretty, but hey the 3rd is prettier than her, and the 2nd is even prettier, the 1st runner up is more prettier than her, however the winner is the prettiest of them all; she is prettier than all of you. One thing I know, I don't need to walk and spin around on stage for 3 minutes in order to be judged by people I have never met on how much make-up I have on, or how well I walk in heels to feel pretty.
MORONS!
How would you describe high school? Well I guess you could start off with saying that it is filled with hundreds of people you don't want to see, with teachers who really don't want to see you, add in homework, and the last thing of all: gossip. What is it about high schoolers that make them care so much about other people's business? Or worse, what compels people to make up false rumors about somebody knowing it is going to do nothing but hurt them? Your answer for this question, is in the question: to hurt them! Never really thinking the whole thing through about exactly how much effect it will have on the other person, teens will make up such stories and spread them like wild fire. The funny thing is, most will never stop and think to themselves, "Is this true?" or "Maybe I should go talk to the other person and hear their side of the story." They assume that because one person said it, it must be true, or why else would they say it? MORONS! Most fights, burning of bridges, are usually caused by false accusations against somebody else. Why are we so quick to burn bridges and hurt each others feelings? Why is it so hard for people to admit wrongs? Are we so caught up in this short 4 year span of high school that we forget one day we will never see these people ever again? Why don't we make the best of this time that we know each other, and cherish it. Because one thing I do know, if people spread the word of God with the same fever as they spread rumors, this world would be a different place.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Brouhaha
I'm seriously debating on killing off every spanish speaking person in the world. That way it would become a dead language and I wouldn't have to learn it. I swear, this class is going to kill me. I don't even know why I should learn it, english has been working fine for me for the past 15 years. I will end up failing this class because of my stupid teacher. I don't learn by fun stuff. That sounds weird but I learn by organized notes, and we never take them! We copy down words then play a game of the words we copied down and I DON'T KNOW THEM. What the heck. I give up.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Mr. Rows
This is a test, because I have no idea how this "mobile blogging" works. Haha And I'm even following The Scientific Method, MR. ROWS WOULD BE SO PROUD.
Friday, August 6, 2010
EVIL CHEERLEADERS
Wow, it's been forever since i have posted ANYTHING. Yesterday held a very dramatic experience for me, I had cheer practice. But thats not it, at cheer practice I blacked out. I couldn't see or hear anything, but the coach told me that I asked for water then walked into the door, after I couldn't get it open, I sat down on the ground and started doing cheers! Bahaha when I heard this I found it hilarious, but I didn't, and still don't, feel too great. I "woke up" sitting on the ground with a water bottle in my face and everybody staring at me. I didn't really know where I was or what I was doing there at first, and it took me a minute to figure out what to do with the water bottle, but eventually everything came back and I figured out that your supposed to swallow water. The coaches mom works at the school, and she escorted me into her room to enjoy her nice cold couch, even though people who think they need to talk all the time because they feel silence is "awkward" annoy me. But rest assured, I easily got out of the rest of practice and school today, and made the best out of a bad situation by having a Scooby-Doo marathon! Score! However, I think I will have to go back tomorrow because I really want to exempt my final exams.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Finding Nemo, and Weekly Rant #1.
That picture? Is from math class today. Quote to go along with it? "FIIAA POOWWWAA!" :)
It's Thursday. I think I speak for everyone when I say, FRIDAY CAN'T COME ANY FASTER! It's been a long week for me. Mainly just finishing up the year and getting everything finished for the summer, plus simply the fact I'm one week away from the last day of school it's dragging on and on. Honestly, school is pointless by now because we really aren't learning anything since we have already taken our EOCT's. I've found it has gotten harder for me to drag (I mean, my mom literally draagggeddd me out of bed by my feet yesterday morning around 6:30) myself out of bed. The teachers just show movies we have seen about 90827482 times before, (Examples: Finding Nemo, National Treasure) while we "watch" (sleep) and pretend we are interested. Don't get me wrong, I'm pretty sure that Finding Nemo is the best Pixstar movie EVER, but I can watch it at home.
Oh, and I have decided I will come out with a weekly rant. Something I am NOT okay with and feel like complaining about. This week I have decided it's the fact that we pay people to entertain us more than we pay people to run our country! Is the United States so caught up in pop culture that we can't take the time to notice the people who make everything possible?! Football players who throw balls and butt heads are paid more than the people who put their lives on the line for our country. Teenagers and airheads who memorize lines and have decent (auto-tuned) voices, make more than the adults who teach our children. I can't be the only person who is irked by this. Why should celebrities have 4 houses, when police officers, and firefighters, along with our military, and president get the short end of the stick? It's an outrage! Okay, that is all I'm going to say. Anybody else have an opinion? Let me know.
P.S: I have come across my new favorite song, thanks to my fabulous sister Jena. It is called "Music is my hot, hot sex". I know it sounds weird, but I'm pretty sure I'm in love. haha
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Lemons and Mother's Day!
Happy Mother's Day all! Regardless on how you feel about holidays, (if your the total romantic, or think days like today were invented to boost the sells of the greeting card companies) its truly a day to honer your mother a little more than you do on a day-to-day basis. After completing 3 hours at my church listening to Preacher John talking about mom's, (how original) I raced over to my Aunt Pat's house for a Mother's Day luncheon. First thought: commence eating. Once my hunger had been satisfied, I was able to make conversation with my lovely Gran-Gran (my grandmother) who has Alzheimer's. If you know anybody with this disease, it really is a sad thing. Poor lady repeats herself 9 times in 10 minutes and doesn't remember what she ate when she leaves the dinner table. With a full belly, me and my mom raced over to my other grandma's house for birthday cake (yes my mom was born on mother's day, how ironic) and presents all around. There are a few things you should know about my Aunt Donna:
1) She is a self declared photographer.
2) She should have been my mom, because we are identical in every way.
3) Except for the fact that she is about 30 years older than me.
So, after about a zillion and two pictures, and being blinded by the flash over and over again, there was conversation. The main thing I love about my mom's side of the family is that we can sit and talk for hours, about anything and everything. No matter the topic, (anything from the oil spill in the Gulf, to the recipe for that super good cake my Grandma read about in Southern Living) rest assured it will be discussed in it's entirety. Growing up in the south is a cool thing, for all of you who have experienced it, or for the northerners who have visited here and been shell-shocked. It's true that we talk slow, and like to sip sweet tea (or chug it if your that obsessed or thirsty). Also, for all the true southerners there is that distinct twang in our voices that separate us for the rest of the population in America. Displaying our true "Southern Hospitality", we argued over who was taking home what left-overs.
Example: "Here take this." "No you take it!" "No, I simply insist, it's just us two at the house and we wont eat it all." "Well, I did loovee the lemon in this." "See? Just take it, look I'll wrap it up right now."
Yeah, picture that every time there is more than three of us together in one room. But anyway, I get side tracked easily. I came into this with the idea of writing about mother's and ended up talking about lemons. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
1) She is a self declared photographer.
2) She should have been my mom, because we are identical in every way.
3) Except for the fact that she is about 30 years older than me.
So, after about a zillion and two pictures, and being blinded by the flash over and over again, there was conversation. The main thing I love about my mom's side of the family is that we can sit and talk for hours, about anything and everything. No matter the topic, (anything from the oil spill in the Gulf, to the recipe for that super good cake my Grandma read about in Southern Living) rest assured it will be discussed in it's entirety. Growing up in the south is a cool thing, for all of you who have experienced it, or for the northerners who have visited here and been shell-shocked. It's true that we talk slow, and like to sip sweet tea (or chug it if your that obsessed or thirsty). Also, for all the true southerners there is that distinct twang in our voices that separate us for the rest of the population in America. Displaying our true "Southern Hospitality", we argued over who was taking home what left-overs.
Example: "Here take this." "No you take it!" "No, I simply insist, it's just us two at the house and we wont eat it all." "Well, I did loovee the lemon in this." "See? Just take it, look I'll wrap it up right now."
Yeah, picture that every time there is more than three of us together in one room. But anyway, I get side tracked easily. I came into this with the idea of writing about mother's and ended up talking about lemons. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Roller Skating
Today my best friend Bre, along with Tori and I, found out just how hard it is to roller skate. Let me break it down for you: 4 wheels on each foot X 2 feet on each girl X 3 girls = DISASTER. After falling on our butts, knees, hands, and on occasions faces, we realized just how bad we are at skating. And might I add the fact that the people who work there and are actually good at skating (the ones that dress in referee shirts and who's sole purpose is to HELP people?!) were laughing at us, and gave up all hope in attempting to help us up after the first couple of hundred falls. And let me tell you, the "teeny-bopper" music (AKA: Justin Bieber, and Miley Cyrus) DID NOT help our balancing efforts. In fact, I blame them. You hear that? It's YOUR fault I fell so many times Miss "Party in the USA"! And you too Mr. "One Time"! MAYBE, if I hadn't of had to listen to your crap music the entire time, I could have concentrated more on staying in an upright position.
Helpful tip when roller skating: Don't hold hands with somebody! If they go down, your going down with them. Don't ask me how I know.
Invasion Of Monkeys.
It's my first time doing this, you know, blogging activity. I'm not exactly sure what to write about. I'm sure this is what everybody writes in their first post, stating the obvious fact that it is their first blog, and now I can see why. I'll start out with writing about my surrounding, picture this: Blue room (clean for once I might add),with music playing at a comfortable volume (since I don't want to be def when I grow up), girl with brown hair and awkwardly long legs criss-crossed balancing a laptop, attempting at typing something that's not too boring however, at the same time, knowing it is. Add along to that my emotions: Super tired from my long and stressful day filled with sleeping, eating, and lounging around watching Catch Me If You Can with my boyfriend. It was my first time seeing it, and I approve. I love watching movies that are based on true stories, and for those who have not seen it, I won't ruin it for you.
Also, ever noticed how you can be soo hyper all day long, then sit down for ten minutes at the most, and completely crash? Your more tired than ever, and just minutes before you were totally ready to take on an invasion of monkeys educated in the art of taekwondo? It's all happened to us at one point or another, and it just hit me. So, I will go to sleep now.
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