Day 5: 6 Things I Wish I Could Change About Me.

So today was a fun/annoying/average day. But I have to vent about something that has really been bugging me lately because this girl in my class is always talking about how she is ugly, gross, stupid etc. People worry to much about what other people think! I can't stand it. I'm not sure if this girl is just fishing for compliments or if she genuinely feels this way about herself, but either way it's stupid because she is fine just the way she is. I wish girls especially would realize this about themselves, that they are perfect just the way they are! And that it doesn't matter what other people think, especially guys, because the right guy is going to like her just the way she is. People who think this way cannot enjoy themselves because they are always worrying about how they look from other people's eyes. It's true beauty is in the eye of the beholder. So why should you worry about one persons opinion, when it is subject to change from person to person? It's ridiculous. (unless the are brats or something haha) Now that I got that out, on to the challenge.. and this will be ironic because my blog today is talking about thing I want to change about myself. haha


1) The first thing I wish I could change about myself is that I wish I could play the guitar. I know the basics, like the chords and stuff but I cannot actually play and I wish I could.

2) I wish I would stand up for myself more often. I have this problem of letting people walk all over me, and not speaking up for myself. If anything gets said at all in my defense, usually it is by somebody else and I'm tired of that.

3) I wish I was more athletic. I have always been into the girly stuff: Cheer, dance, pageants.. but I wish I had been put into soccer or softball or SOMETHING when I was a kid.

4) I wish I lived somewhere else. Winder is such an awful town, so boring and plain. THere are so many other beautiful places in the world and I wish I could have grown up ANYWHERE but here.

5) I wish I was older. I'm one of the youngest in my grade, and plus that I am sooo ready to just be at least 18 I can't stand it. I love the idea of being independent and making my own decisions, I can't wait.

6) I wish I could see my future actions, and how my present ones will influence them. It would be so much easier to make decisions if I knew which one was the right one, based on the future and what happens there.