Snow, and Harry Potter.

Devin took that picture today. It reminds me of Mulan for some reason, and how we used to lay around and watch Disney movies all day. :)
It's been a snow day. Which basically means that I have sat at home all day totally disconnected from my friends. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE snow, and I love being out of school, but having the roads bad means I can't see my friends. That is the part I have a problem with! I was supposed to go to Devin's today, but the roads were too bad and his mom didn't want him to drive.. understandably. So basically I have been reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows all day to pass the time, and baking cookies. It has been very uneventful, but I'm hoping tomorrow the roads will get good enough to drive and I can go to Devin's!
Looking back now I wish I had been more productive with my lazy day. I should have been doing laundry, and my math homework, and drawing pictures onto my US History brochure. But did I? Nope. I sat by the fire drinking hot chocolate and reading... which is fine.. If I didn't have so much stuff to do! But we are out of school again tomorrow, and I'm hoping for wednesday too. So tomorrow is hopefully going to be my fun day, and then I will make Wednesday my productive day.

Snow, and Bre.

This used to be the bread aisle in Ingles. You see... it's supposed to snow tomorrow in Winder and it's kind of a big deal. We get less than an inch, and the whole town shuts down. I love it. I'm praying to God that school is closed tomorrow, because I didn't do my math homework and quite frankly I don't know how... and it's only the first 3 days of class. It's so sad how much I suck at math, I think I might need a tutor. :( But anyway, if it does snow I might go to Devin's house for his family snowball fight! His family is absolutely amazing and I love them so much, they are 10 times better than my own... and I wish I could spend more time with them but my parents don't like me going to his house that much for some reason. But I'm hoping they will be okay with it tomorrow because it's going to SNOOOWWWW!
Also, now that I've gotten back into this blog it's time for another rant (so soon I know). But recently my friend Bre keeps ditching me. Like, we will make plans and then that day she will just come up with some excuse not to go. Like we are likely 99% not going to school tomorrow so I caked her if she wanted to come over and she says yes. Then she is like "I can't I have homework that I didn't finish." Dude, THERE ISN'T ANY SCHOOL TOMORROW! I don't get it. So basically I told her whenever she can pencil me into her busy schedule to call me. I'm tired of always coming second, even to other friends. Like we will decide to hang out a week in advance and then when I text her to make sure we are still on for the next day or something she will act like she forgot we had pans and then say she made plans with somebody else... I'm tired of it.

Rings, and New Year's Resolutions.

Geeze, I haven't posted in forever! I feel bad... because basically I forgot about my blog until my friend Mal texted me saying she created one! Anyway I guess I will start with the latest on my life...
Last night Devin gave me a ring :) I lOVE it and it was so sweet of him. He truly is the best boyfriend I could ask for!

I have been getting along with my parents a lot more lately, and I love my new schedule at school since we came back for the new year!
Now normally I don't make a new year's resolution because I feel like if you want to change yourself then it shouldn't matter on the date, but I happened to come across this epiphany at the start of the year. But recently I have noticed I think about things SO NEGATIVELY, so I have decided to look on the bright side of things, and let things roll off my back like I used to. I used to just go with the flow, and i want to get back to that. I'll type more later, but that's the gist for now.

What am I supposed to do?

You're giving me a hard time.
What am I supposed to do with a hard time,
Especially from you?
The way that you smile
Reveals a shadow from the past
When I thought I knew you,
But you lied.

If I see you walking,
If I see you talking,
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?

You say it's over this time,
Emotions in the past.
Remeber last time?
You said it wouldn't last.
The look in your eyes,
Another shadow from the past
When I thought I knew you,
Don't know why.

If I see you walking,
If I see you talking,
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
Yea!

The way that you smile
Reveals a moment that can't last.
I hear the door close.
Goodbye.

If I see you walking,
If I see you talking,
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?

Madison! :)

Why is this little girl so cute?!
I love her to deaatthhhhh.

This is random, but...

Words, words, words: if you type them wrong people might make fun of and try to edit you, even though people don't talk perfectly by any means or in any language and more than likely you can raed tihs aynway.
Before I go too far into the subject of words let me back away from the can of worms, lid only half open, and get to the point of what I am writing about in the first place: a couple of words for one word. Is it AIRPLANE or AEROPLANE???

Yes, I am writing this at the spur of the moment based on curious whim; because who schedules to write an thing about the word airplane/aeroplane, right? We've all seen the word spelled both ways, and if we haven't all seen it spelled both ways maybe I've just shocked your world. Which way is the correct way and why are there two ways to spell it?

An Airplane or aeroplane for those of you still living in a cave still waiting for the wheel to be invented is generally a fixed-wing aircraft, which I guess doesn't explain it for you if you didn't get it in the first place. It's a machine that flys! You can ride in them!

Now, what about this mystery involving two names for the same thing. Sure, there are many instances of this in many languages for many things and I'm just being picky; wasting my time and yours! Apparently, AIRPLANE is the most common spelling used in North America; the Canadians and Yanks lean towards that spelling. However, other countries across the pond have a tendency to use AEROPLANE. Why? Perhaps the reasoning is merely because aeroplane is the older form of the word and the culture over there is older; when it comes to the English language that is. I'm sure different dialects of booga-booga have been around way longer; so no offense to them. The form of the word aeroplane is dated back to the 19th century. Airplane is derived from a Greek word.

That is all.

Holy Roller Novocaine

I can't sleep. And to past the time between now amd 6:30- about 4 hours from now- I decided I would try to post a blog.
In the past week, I broke up with my boyfriend. And 4 days later I found out it was the worst decision I ever made. I regret it so much and I miss him more than anything. Soooo, I talked to him about it, and after about 3 hours of apologizing and venting he has forgiven me and we are trying to work things out.
My brother is home from Hawaii and out of the Marine Corps for good! I'm so happy and tonight we had Thanksgiving #3 with him. I missed him so much and it was very refreshing to see him after awhile.
Christmas is coming up and I have my list prepared.
1) A mountain bike
2) A Mac laptop

3) A lava lamp

4) House (seasons starting at 1)
5) Just Dance 2
6) Latest Kings of Leon and Taylor Swift CD's. (yes I already bought them on iTunes but I want the actual CD)
7) Tickets to the Georgia Aquarium

8) Chronicles of Narnia (1&2)


That's all I can think of that I would L-O-V-E to have. And don't think I'm going to get all this stuff cause I'm not some spoiled brat. Ha my parents will probably say no to at least 3 or 4 of these things.

WHY AM I NOT TIRED THIS IS NOT OKAY.

It's exactly 3:40 now. And I have to wake up at 6. Shoot me in the face cause I hate my life.

See the only hard part, for me, with getting back together with Devin would be my friend, Zac. He's a very sweet guy and we admittedly told each other we were interested. I wasn't lying, in the fact that he is very sweet but looking at the situation I'm not sure if we have a lot in common, character wise. While it seems we have to same ideals in life, like when we are older, there doesn't seem to be chemistry, a spark like there is between Devin and I. I don't know what is going through his head, so I do not know how to go about telling him the latest with Devin and I. My plan is to avoid it as long as possible, but something tells me it will not be that long. Again, I don't know his feelings, so I'm not sure how he will take it. I don't think he cares all that much, because he has told me in the past he has never had a serious relationship, which means he can't be too committed to whatever it is we had. Nevertheless, I feel bad about it, but I will figure something out. I always do.

That paragraph up they just took 7 minutes to write. My life is such a waste.

It's 5:30. In the morning. I don't remember the last time I was awake at 5:30 in the morning.

It's 8:30 and I am at school, operating on less than one hour of sleep. My life ROCKS.